= mr.T =

2011-12-03T15:59:00.003+08:00

Okkay! i m back! since like donoe when? a year? :D

just watch a video of facebook. So touch.

I've always wanted to do my own video! But too bad, no chance ><

start to think about future d, what am i goona be in the future? curious!

Just hope that life wont be so hard for me la :) <3

okkay! i`ve been day dreaming recently, about starting a mini cafe business in UUM .

But dream is jz a dream ! haha .. too costly .. its the seminar that tell us that we have ntg to lose when we start young.. erm, Kinda correct ? but i jz dont have the caurage ~ but nvm, we`ll see what happen in the future ^^

Recently, the relationship between petro gang had been better! i mean the boys gang and girl gang la ..

Had alot of fun time with them! :)

and Thanks my friend mum, i know her as QQmum for allowing us to overnight at her place,haha!

temporary stop here .. IM mid sem on Monday :)

Chaos!

2010-12-27T01:40:00.002+08:00

its still holiday ~

and parents+bro came bac today , frm shanghai trip

they bought me a so call iphone 4G,haha! and a jacket ...

i just donoe why

i suddenly feel so moody

and emo ..

just sit at floor thinking ntg , quietly for a long time...

then click on facebook and saw a picture

and something suddenly pop up im my mind ..

``机会不是人人都有，也不是常常会有。``

strange rite ?

i also feel strange why its not me who get this opportunity !

haha, maybe its a kind of fate bah , this kind of life and career is just not mine.

and about my x`mas apple plan,

it doesnt happen as wad i planned ...

they told me, OUT OF STOCK .. ==

and i just dont understand why they so dog eye har, maybe i reli look like sakai and damn poor man gut?

nvm, forgive you ...

and i just discovered that recently

i over rely on one kind of feeling ....

and the damn project always make my head big

why should i just suffer like this while the president did ntg and owe me a document for ages!!

fuckin crap..

therefore

i understand that, there are ntg fair in this world

shd save those money up and buy sumthing else

bye apple.

2010-12-06T01:52:00.002+08:00

06/12/10

another 1 month since i am here .
but nvm , since it make no diff .

im posting because of a movie .
that make me feel touch very much , maybe this is wad people call , Emo.

its exam period now, never ending .
math test is comin in 3 days time .
and i just had my management paper this afternoon .
thinking of relaxing for one night , since my netbook cant dota , i copied a movie from zhongpoh .

not porn !
its a movie namely `my sassy girl` 我的野蛮女友
actually i heard this mv b4,long long time ago , just that the poster make me dont feel like watching it , because of the heroin pulling the hero`s hair ,haha .. i dont like voilence love mv :P

the show was realease on 2001 , and i only watch it now 2010 .
maybe its kind of fate ? accidentally appeard and accidentally let me wacth it .
after 9 yrs ..

idk y ?
few part of this movie touch scene make me feel like cryin
but, uhm , tear just nvr flow ,maybe i attempt to control it ba.
and , my roomate is sleepin , wad if he suddenly wake up and see me cryin,haha..

i feel like so into it
the hero was so pity , always get bully by heroin , but she still love her and treat her well .
and although the heroin is quite sassy , but some part make her look so sweet actually .

the part when she play piano for him
and he gave her rose.

they break for several times in this MV
they break and promise to meet each other under a tree and unveil their lattter after 2 yrs .
the girl left the country , while the guy try hard to be more perfect .
the girl choose to break bcoz of cant let go of her passed away bf .

and when it reach the last part which is they meet again , after 3 yrs looking for each other
my tears just cant stop from flowing out . cant control this time ...
lucky thing roomate slp vry thight ! ==

stupid feeling , my hearts just feel so uncomfort ,until now, haha ..

i seriously think that this is a good movie .
and i will share with my frens !

back to reality
i hav been praticing late sleep and early wake for the pass one week ,again!
5am everyday ...

and after watching this show
i suddenly feel that i really need to do something vry significant ,now
when i am young

because life is just full with uncertainty
and fragile ..

maybe i shoud just try harder ! :)
hav a nice day people .

i love you
my her,family and frens .

2010-10-24T17:14:00.005+08:00

okkkayyy !!

finally i am bac frm haadyai , and im posting again ^^

1st of all , i need to mention here that Thailand Chick are real H.O.T !!

phewfit .. haha.

erm ..

although we are ther for 2days 1 night only ,but i think its a quite nice experience for us :)

i enjoy much ~

Xspecially the floating market ! LOVE it man !

bough a lot of stuff there , the one i like most is the RM17 jeans short ! shd buy more de actually ! haha ..

DAY 1

woke in 6am , had a shivvering bath ..

gather then went to hatyai ..

and pay RM2 to rasuah the kastam ! zzz .. jiak sai ..

1st location was the dragon tail , body and head ...

jiaksai la,damn boring and hot , waste of time ~

pek chek !

afternoon in 2 we went to build sand castle in samila beach ~

damn damn hot , sun burn again !!

but quite fun also lar ..

went to makan nearby seaside, and they say gt an ah kua always kap me ..

after that they keep suan me non stop liao ==

then we went to shop shop ard the street at the night time..

tried pork burger at mcD .. but it taste like `yuggkks` ! haha ..

and the sunday cone there is just RM0.7 only , amazing ! ^^

after that had another meal at a chinese shop , ate pork rice ! haha ..

the aunty is hainanese ~ talk a little bit with her .

actually quite many chinese de at there ~

bought quite many things for the 1st day ..

3 tee shirt for her ,foods,souvenier .. but ntg is for mr personally ..

haha!

night time! because i refuse to go watch `tiger show` the nvr go too ..

but heard the story line frm senior nex day ..

they paid rm35 get a free cup of drink and get to see thai make love for 10mins .. haha!

since we nvr go , we party at room ! =)

4 ladys join us later..

miss cheah , xuefen , leeyong, xiao qian ..

we talk ghost story !

and miss cheah let my story scare until run back room! haha .. beh yong ! xD

tat night , we bully fei zai hong ! haha ..

then .. slp~~~

Day 2

rushing day ~

went to shop at the mall

bought quite much also ..

3 Tees for me ! haha ..

take some foto the makan at the food court ..

those ladys went market

and i regreted y nvr follow

coz they reli bought a lot of stuff..

and did some stupid thing in LOTUS tesco ..

maybe nex time we shd nt follow trip and shd go by ourself d ..

btw !

its a nice trip =)

the speed is too slow to upload fotos !

so do check out frm my photo album at FB ^^

2010-10-20T02:05:00.004+08:00

kfc ~

i look so happy wit the SB coffee ^^

shes cecelia~ frm jitsin de senior

us ! while waiting the frenly abang nordin,haha..

okay ~ becoz today is like kinda good day ! so i blog lah ^^

erm..

ok, i`ve been the project director of SIFE UUM d ..

its kinda stress , i mean vry stress lah..

but after ytd meeting i feel more relieve, coz can finally sound out my feelings d~

haha! although there are `chat hai zai` lar ..

but doesnt matter, coz i nvr aim to be the president, let u be loh,haha...

okay !

so today 1st time go out for research ..

about the details, eh hem, its a secret ..

if i reveale , i will get fired and sue ..

so just can say at 1st is vry not shun li lah , but after that gt better abit lo..

hope everything can run smoothly lah, in the future ^^

then,after research ..

we ask the driver,abang nordin to stop by us and dapao ~~

wuuhuuuuu !! gt starbuck leh ,sud let me see diok one !

reli unbelievable lo , so with out hesitating , i go get 1 cup 1st ...

maybe in the jungle too long ler.

see tiok starbuck, KFC , secret recepi ... vry exited nia

then take some picture with my members ~

after come bac

relax awhile

enjoy my meal with chou xing chi movie

then crap at facebook ! xD

haha ...

2sumting d now

vry tired

time to slp ...

and i get to noe alot of story today

eh hem..

tat kind one =X

==``

....

hope my project run smooothlyyyyy !

god bless me, i bless the needys !

peace !

2010-10-14T21:32:00.002+08:00

i Tink i really got problem d ...
i donoe wad should i do !

i am so so stress ..
but i cnt run away from my obligation ...

i am so 烂！

hais ! i donoe whether i can stand for another 2 sems or not ...
i just wan to be free ...

stay in my 309 , watch stephen chows movie and dotA with frens..
i think better dont come back !!

ivan ar ivan
what r doing ?

T.T

2010-10-07T02:09:00.003+08:00

i am bac

although i am extremly busy at this moment

but just feel like writing something so came here

maybe its becoz of there are only 15 of uss in this residential hall

us, the sem 1 boy like quite fren with each others

now, i dont see like theres any problem living with them ..

2/10

roy yam bday ~

we plan to go perlis celebrate with him one

but too bad kereta sewa all been rented d

so v change plan

wake him up at the midnite n celebrate with him!

haha

at the same time we also giv another surprice to ah hong

he was shock ,coz his bday pass already one..

hoho! and the nice part is playing with the cakes!!!

12 of us like run all over the dpp , chasing each other w

ith creams n cakes

smash each other ^^

fun and tiring nite , and make me hav to bath at 3am in the nite ! haha

ytd

5/10

ah tay went to singing com

as usaul we went to support and i became the camera man again

haha!

we like zo xiao all over the event

`` u give me HANA , i give u GAGA ``

this is our gear ~ xD and HANA is a pretty young lady frm indonesia which

appear to be the champ of the com

the tiring day cont with meeting of TITAS asgmt .

today

busying for sife stuff and make several presentation

tomorrow will be the same

sigh!

hope that i can overcome everything and sucessfully handle my post

and this is my sem2 time table ~

damn shit ! 8am lesson everyday ..

no, i am nt gonna do this ! haha ..

and the fucking lecturer kacaued me today

say wanna deduct 20marks frm my final and make me retake..

sorry , i won dye my hair back

i am old enuf to decide wad color my hair shd be

so u fucking bitch just poof away

iaham! siam...

2010-09-23T18:25:00.002+08:00

i am elected as the project director .

i am stress !

and i lose my direction again ~

haisss ! who can i reli talk to ?

如果神真的听得见，那请帮天使战胜恶魔可以吗？

2010-09-14T17:47:00.002+08:00

i`m bac !
im reli lazy to post blog nowdays
reason is due to slow line and busy life...

assignment this assignment that ~
why other dun hav so much assignments like we do ?
still gt so much test ..
quiz, midsem,final , presentation ~
duh ==

There Is Something Missing From My Life ~

i donoe y ?
but i feel so bad for myself ...

hais !
maybe i`m too negative thinking.
sometime i m so coward to solve some problem.

btw
made alot of new frens in Uni
hope to make more

hopefully
my life will change ..

2010-07-12T11:44:00.002+08:00

okay .
just back frm class ,todat only hav to study frm 8am-9.30 ~
now at pc lab ...

meet peibao n shiwei on the way back jz now...
plan to go kayu hitam ~

2nd week here d
everything is ok , i can stand everything , just the toilet..
god damn! == tsk tsk tsk

last nite watch final until 5sumthing ~
at river view bistro.
haha! nt bad , quit many lengluis..
n gd atmosphere .

n angry my roomate.
becoz of a just noe de girl put me aeroplane
grr ! nvm , i revenge later ,haha ! joking..

bout those pic
i will post later when wifi can use / i hav broadband ~
phew ...

uum ar uum ... tsk.

歲月神偷主題曲 - 歲月輕狂(回憶篇)

2010-07-01T01:59:00.000+08:00

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2010-07-01T01:35:00.004+08:00

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ｌｏｖｅ　ｕ　ｄａｄ　ｎ　ｍｕｍ！

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ｍａｙｂｅ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｉｓ　ｎｅａｒ　ｇｕａ　？

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ｎ　ｗｉｓｈ　ｔａｔ　ｕ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｔｉｎｋ　ｏｆ　ｍｅ　ｏｆｔｅ　ｔｏｏ

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ｓｏｍｅｔｉｍｅ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｈｏｐｅ　ｔｏ　ｃｒｙ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｉ　ｆｅｅｌ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｃｒｙｉｎｇ

ｍａｎ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｃａｎｔ　ｃｒｙ　？　ｈａｈ　！

ｈａｒｄ　ｌｉｆｅ　，　ｆｒａｇｉｌｅ　ｌｉｆｅ

2010-06-25T00:26:00.003+08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

==

reli very very very stress n pek chek ...
y hav to set those stupid rules ?
make me hav to cover here cover there ...

god damn!
everyday hav to face those good service people ~
f...... noob pejabat pos malaysia , and bank nasional ...
one day when email n online register take over letter psoting u oso eat shit nia la,
stupid pos office ah neh !! n not one nia, is two , `beach` ....

i reli feel so hard ...
hais !
this kind of strange feeling i also donoe how to describe

onli thing i noe is i dowan to use my brain
i wanna scream scream scream n say vulgar...

thing is getting harder ..
everything is about money ...

everyone around me also so reality ...

they need ur help , but they wont help u back ...

2010-06-20T00:24:00.001+08:00

arrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

sometime i reli feel so hard together with u
y cant u be caring n understanding abit ?

i`m so so stress with all those fucking university d
pls !

i reli tink i nid some space ..

stupid uum

2010-05-31T02:31:00.001+08:00

its 233am now
u see,holidays are real boring
sigh !
was watchin/listening to MV till now
the two sisters group known as jaysslee
they hav great voice

went pcf alone today
coz tought gt special price on burberry fragrance
but out of stock
so nvr buy any yet
but i quite like the armani one ~

reli dunoe wad to do in this 1 month long holiday ~
urrrhhh ...

oh,i like F(x) recently
haha ! krystal,victoria,sulli ~ xD

and still she post so often
shes beautiful =)

2010-05-29T01:50:00.002+08:00

i feel alot of headache now
suppose to be slping now d one
jz now was laying at my bed oredi
but becuz of sumone`s crap
make me awake again
most important thing is my head is still pain

god damn
i hate this !

2010-05-28T03:30:00.002+08:00

it hav been 2 month d,nvr blog
even considering to abandone it once
actually hav many thing to post one,but lazy ?
or dun hav the mood to blog bah ?

tonite i feel sick again,i mean my mood
maybe is this few month see too much of sick n death le bah ?
sumtime will feel that living is actually suffering
maybe i`m kinda too -ve thinking too

i dont know wad i wan ?
even i know wad i wan,i hav no courage
to make it happen
becuz i gt feeling
becuz i m a sentimentalist?

i can just say, `get use to it bah`
hope my sickening -ve thinking will end in the nex morning
once i wake up

gd nite

2010-03-24T23:10:00.002+08:00

last week was horrible week
maybe bcuz of chengming is near d ?
i consider tat friday as black friday ~

my teacher finally appear at FB d
she told that shes okay,jz nid some rest . . .
i feel a little bit more relieve,n feel bad coz i nvr pay a visit to her hs .
donoe y, i feel so sorry towards her

the nex day after my teacher accident
an accident occur near my office

taman pewira
a yooung man pass away
hes oni 16,and his friend 15 had fracture at shoulder
poor guy
his dad n mom cry until ...
n both of their parent are bomba de guy.

n the lady that drove kancil
shes so poor
she cried until.....
i bliv she cnt forget this for some time d
hais.

jz hope this world wil be peaceful abit
n hopefully the earth wont go sick n keep makin disaster

2010-03-18T23:03:00.002+08:00

the past 2days were damn borin
coz no case at all
had to eat n slp n watch TV only

damn it
today
MVA at simpang ampat
god damn
i walk down frm ambulance
saw a rapid bus bang one myvi
n the casualty was my previous form teacher
shyt
so shock!

i heard tat she had LOC b4 our arrival
aftertat she able to walk into ambulance by herself
i ask her r she ok ? can breath ?
and she said ok

when reach hospital
i ask her whether she can move over to another stretcher
n she started to complain waist n neck pain
she shd hav told me earlier =X

donoe y ?
somehow i feel worried bout her
hais ! hope she`ll be fine,or ill reli feel bad .

anyway
bought some fruits
plan to visit her tmr morning
but i hav no idea wwhere she would be

god!
would u pls bless her please ?
thanks god!

2010-03-09T23:24:00.002+08:00

its omost 1 month since i ever blog again .
i juz donoe y ? maybe i m too tired after wholeday of workin ?

but for now, i am vry sure
that i regreted
for not working hard in my 2ndary studies !
damn it ! i shd work hard n go oversea ~
fK !

i jz cant achieve wad i want now !

sigh.
poor me.

to those 3 brothers tat pass away in that case
hope 3 of u can stay happyly in the new diff world~

2010-02-15T23:27:00.004+08:00

It's so long since I ever blog again d~
so lazy,actually I gt many thing to share one ! Haha

And nw, I blog bcoz I blog by using iPod touch, hahaha~

Ok, celebrate valentine ytd, at soho!
Tats nt cheap I can say, haha! Bt I tink it's quite worth.
HahaHa ~

Time do really flies! And many thing just change.
Yea!

And I change too ~
im growing fatter bcoz of my job. ==

I tink I she post some foto soon~
as soon when I get my hair cut :)

2010-02-01T20:57:00.002+08:00

i love you pa,ma . . .
i`m sorry
i wish that i could make u feel proud of me
proud becoz im ur son
proud becoz u r my parents

but sorry
i failed !

2010-01-27T21:42:00.002+08:00

okay !
i m an ambulance medical assitance now
i made it

its so meaningful to work as an AMA
i help lots of people

for them
i`m consider as the suay guy
coz my 1st day i get 5 case
while the 2nd day was 6 cases

3rd day
7am till 7pm
only 2 cases ~
i tot , it was a great day
although i had to listen to long long story tat i doesnt like at all
n i donoe it will go on untill when

punch card.
drive home
infront me was SPS ambulance chairman lai kim
driving RC6 alone bac home for tmrs disaster drill

suddenly
saw alot of people n motor
damn !
MVA
he on beacon
i had to stop my myV
i run down immediately
gosh!
poor lady , open fracture, foot omost amputated
yi fong oso stop n help

bandage den rush to BM base
i went home alone
driving . . .
unexpected case, at off duty time

frankly
im abit shock n feel blur after the case
sigh !

hope the girl can fix bac her leg
hope she will be healthy
hope tat i can help more people

god !
pls make the earth peace
no more disaster,
no more MVA
thanks god !

to boyfren
if u fetch ur GF wif a motorbike
drive carefully

2010-01-19T23:54:00.002+08:00

miyane
miyane omma.

i will try my best !
i wanna make it, i must make it , i will make it !

2010-01-18T04:21:00.001+08:00

that more than enough ! stop that !
MFk !!

i will try my best !
hope i can get the opportunity !
ya i promised, i`ll try my bez to preserve life !

god !
i nid sum help over here .

chill bro!

2010-01-14T13:21:00.002+08:00

Everything happen for some reason, now maybe i know y i cant get both job for DiGi and Maxis d~ hahah!

all i need is luck for now ~
hope i can go through the interview !

its so long since i ever blog dy
main reason is lazy
coz i used to it days without bloggin d
wateva, coz no one read it too

many thing happen nowdays
i even went to work for DiGi broadband for 3days
make some new fren
but not sure R we fren ??
can 30hrs make a great fren ?

ok, his name is same like my brother`s
Aaron, frenly but lazy guy ! haha . .
n knew another eevon , she seem like to be frenly , buts she cool too!
haha
. . .

AMA ! shall i be an AMA for the coming day pls ?

okay !
wish that all my fren can stay healthy n happyly
cHaoss !

ivan !

2009-12-15T19:31:00.001+08:00

我现在真的有一种想死的感觉。

对不起。

对不起的人太多了。

2009-12-10T05:16:00.003+08:00

finally
its end of 2ndary school life
true end

i tink i had no direction at all at this moment
donoe wad to do for tommorow n tomorrow n .....

silly me.

oh
n recently
watching a korean drama
IRIS
watch like siao !

the reason is
reli geng that show
vry high standard
story line vry interesting
n the most important thing is
i like the couple
> kim tae hee + lee wad wad de ....
she is charmingly beautiful.

n everytime i watch this kinda of show
i realise
those perfect romantic love story
only exist on TV n books.

reality is cruel

its 5++am in the morning
i bet thats all for now ?

2009-12-05T04:06:00.002+08:00

5 more days to my last paper .
but its like end of stpm for me dy, coz i keep watch korean drama
hrs n hrs . . .

its jz end off one war
shd b relief
but another is going to come again

im hesitating
wad shd i work as
n when shd i start
n it make me real mad

i hope
i`ll be tough enuf
to face the coming war
one really cruel war . . .

2009-11-09T15:28:00.000+08:00

2009-11-09T01:03:00.001+08:00

这场交易明明就很不公平，为什么我还像谈下去？

2009-11-07T01:32:00.002+08:00

毕业了。
这次真的是毕业了！
好不舍得！
以后我真的会很怀念一起在学校的日子。
今晚玩得很开心！希望以后我们还会常常聚在一起~

突然有一种很不像毕业的感觉！
想念你们。
加油了！

2009-11-04T14:32:00.002+08:00

时间真的过得很快。
不知不觉中，剩下2天就毕业了。
也意味着离开大考也只剩20天。

1年半里都不知不觉地过着。
人家说中6难读，其实一点都不会。
而且过得很享受，认识了很多好朋友！
大概我没来中六就不会认识你们了吧？
最没有遗憾的是认识了飞机王！
虽然他是很够飞机一下~

剩下2天。
我们都毕业了。
如果今天不去学校，我都不会发觉，
原来我只剩下2次可以呆呆在班上等你，
载你回家的机会。
错过，就没了。。。
而且原本的2次，也只剩下1次。

为什么？
总是让我想继续过这种生活时才让我毕业？

我们的以后，又会是怎样？

活着，就是幸福了！

2009-11-04T01:51:00.002+08:00

if we give enough .

if we learn to trust .

but only love can say ,

try again or walk away . . .

Thats only something love can do .

2009-11-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

2009-11-02T23:08:00.001+08:00

如果，
如果我变成回忆。
败出了这场旅行。

2009-10-31T21:01:00.002+08:00

这街上太拥挤

太多人有秘密

玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去

你脸上的情绪

在还原那场雨

这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿

又斑驳了几句剩

下搬空回忆的

我在大房子里

电影院的座椅

隔遥远的距离

感情没有对手戏

你跟自己下棋

还来不及

仔仔细细写下你的关于

描述我如何爱你

你却微笑地离我而去

这感觉已经不对我努力在挽回

一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给'

你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协

是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对我最后才了解

一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累

你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴

而我心碎

你受罪

你的美

我不配